Awake and Wondering

It is now 12:08 am, and I am 1)freezing in this chilly house, and 2)far too aware to go to bed. I have to got o school tomarrow; my pych class cancelled, so no classes between 10 and 12. Two hours of ziltch. I will most likely just work on a project due later this week.
I have a couple of things on my mind. I am in super mood-swing mode today, and probably will be until later on this week. I know all the girls reading this will completely understand. So anyway, bear with me.
I am lost. I am not meandering, or wandering, or even taking a nice stroll. No, I am lost. I can't figure out what I want to do for a living. I am taking a career explorations class, just to help me figure it out. I just don't know. Surely, I know what it is I want to do, but I just haven't had that A-ha moment yet...right? How does one go about deciding what they want to be? Sometimes I think it would be best if I just went to a Psychic, and they told me what it is I should do. Uh! I just want to get on with life!
What I am also thinking about is some things I want to post on here. I feel like I have a wealth of knowledge that I wish to share, but I am not sure how well it would be received. No, that's not it. I'm not sure I'm willing to share it. Yes. That's exactly it. I cherish my intellegence, what little I have, and I feel like I need it right now as a security blanket.
I apologise for the randomness of this post. I am on little sleep, a bit of sugar, and moody like all hell. One moment I feel on the verge of tears, the next, about to jump for joy. Well, at leat my intuition is on overdrive. Perhaps this is the best time to reasearch careers....
The other things on my mind( in all honesty):
Santana concert this weekend
Marriage
Babies
Biological clock
my dog
Burger King
knitting
money
a second job?
taking a shower
my car, brenda
sex
pink hair
sleeping
writing a one-handed read
dirty feet
birth control
(and last but not least)
school

I know everyone can relate. I hope you aren't offended by my PMS-induced typing. Thanks for reading this far. I promise more organised thought is coming at a later date.